ladyraine

Well, I have been gone for a while. To be honest, I forgot where this site was, but that is the easy excuse. A lot has happened tome in the past few months, the least of which is that I quit smoking. It has been 110 days now and I am quite proud of that. But in the process I have put on almost 20 pounds because of it. Today I am feeling very depressed about it and going back and forth, “should I start smoking, should I not, should I, should I not.” I know this is just the dang nicodemon trying to get the best of me and I also know I do NOT want to start “stinkerettes” again, but I have to get this weight off, so after much searching I found my way back here and here I will stay.

I vow to check in every day, watch what I eat, get back to the gym and exercise, and get this damn weight off again. Now that I have a semi-handle on the cigs, now is the time to concentrate on the bigger issue, my weight. Day one begins tomorrow in my search for my body again.

Kriss